Hell is other people.

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I just want to go home…

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I just want to go home…

"Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and..."

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Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.

Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.

Love isn’t her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn’t her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable.

It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.

It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling ‘happy’ and feeling whole

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- Definition of Love - Andrew Landon (via 1112pm, redrumot)

The Velvet Underground, 1966

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The Velvet Underground, 1966

avocadoghost: Forget it, it was a false alarm. I’m not...

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:47:18 +1000

avocadoghost:

Forget it, it was a false alarm. I’m not pregnant!

"Holding on to things only breaks your heart."

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“Holding on to things only breaks your heart.”

- Mitch Albom (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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You're just asking to answer them all

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you know me too well :’)

01: ”tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now? “
His humour. Hahaha.
02: ”what on your body is hurting or bothering you? “
My nose because so much sniffling.
03: ”what was your last thought before going to bed last night? “
“Ooooh, God, these are such terrible signs.”
04: ”what are you listening to? “
The sound of silence. But not like the song, like actually.
05: ”what’s something you’re not looking forward to? “

DOING THESE GODDAMNED ESSAYS LIKE UGGHHH

06: ”where do you think your best friend is right now? “
Sleepin’.
07: ”have you kissed anybody in the last five days? “
He he he yis :)))))))))
08: ”favorite song ? “
At the moment, I can not stop listening to Pusher Love Girl by JT like HOTDAMN THAT SONG IS SEXUAL
09: ”kiss on the first date? “
Uhhh, I am actually not sure. Hmm. I think this rule kind of depends on context though.
10: ”is there one person you want to be with right now? “
All the time.
11: ”are you seriously happy with where you are in life? “
I am, actually! Sure, there are a few bothersome things - but life in general is being pretty kind.
12: ”is there something you would like to say to someone? “
Yup. Go screw yourself and stop complaining. Yeesh.
13: ”what are three things you did today? “
I bought a useless book, handed in a terribly done assignment and had hot white chocolate.
14: ”would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over? “
Depends on my mood, really.
15: ”what is your favorite kind of gum? “
Any mint flavoured gums. I am not too big a fan of the fruity kind.
16: ”are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends? “
Nah. We’re not friends. Heh.

17: ”what is on your wrists right now? “
A hair tie.
18: ”ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? “
Well, duh.
19: ”does anyone have strong feelings for you? “
I sure hope so. Grr.
20: ”are you slowly drifting away from someone? “
I think so.
21: ”have you ever wasted your time on someone? “

No.
22: ”can you do the alphabet in sign language? “
I sure can!
23: ”how have you felt today? “
Quite happy. Ahhh, life’s good.
24: ”you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on? “
Clothes. Books. The usual.
25: ”what is wrong with you right now? “
So tired and lazy and so much over-thinking.
26: ”is there anyone you’re really disappointed in? “
No, not really. Life does strange things to people, and sometimes they turn out differently than you expect. It could be for the best or it could be for the worst, but at the end of the day, I think that if you’re close enough to them you should support them no matter what. Otherwise, it isn’t your job to really be “disappointed” in someone we don’t know very well. You follow? Because I don’t follow. Oops.
27: ”would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now? “
Starbucks!!!!!
28: ”why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore? “
Ha haha ahhah hahah
29: ”how late did you stay up last night and why? “
6 in the morning because assignments but mostly because of the incessant tapping and SourceFed. Haha.
30: ”when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? “
Today!
31: ”what were you doing an hour ago? “
Pretending to study.
32: ”what are you looking forward to in the next month? “
Assignments and exams to be over and done with!
33: ”are you wearing jeans right now? “
Nah, man. Leggings.
34: ”are you a patient person? “
Nope, I am the most impatient person there ever was.
35: ”do you think you can last in a relationship for three months? “
Yeh.
36: ”favorite color? “
I don’t have one, actually. I always end up changing my mind.
37: ”did you have a dream last night? “
No, I just pretty much died and resurrected. Worst sleep.
38: ”are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? “
Leggings, we’ve discussed this, goddamnit!
39: ”if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? “
He hehe eheheh.
40: ”do you love anyone who is not related to you? “
Why, of course! I love so easily, and I love so plenty.
41: ”if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? “
I am waaaaay too awkward for that, but it would probably be better anyway.
42: ”do you like meeting new people? “
It depends on my mood. I looove meeting new people when I’m off my face, though.
43: ”are you afraid of falling in love? “
Not in the slightest.
44: ”ever self-harmed or starved yourself? “
Yes.
45: ”has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes? “
Yeaaah. Will never forget.
46: ”have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?”
All the time.

pradaphne: Sasha Pivovarova and Guinevere Van Seenus in “A...

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pradaphne:

Sasha Pivovarova and Guinevere Van Seenus in “A White Story”, photographed by Paolo Roversi for Vogue Italia April 2010.

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Q48 - did you reblog that photo of zayn knowing it was zayn but pretending you didn't just so you didn't have to admit to yourself that you actually love one direction?

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:30:15 +1000

…………………………………………..i will not justify your assumptions with an answer………………………………………

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No one? Okay..

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01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
04: what are you listening to?
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
08: favorite song ?
09: kiss on the first date?
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
13: what are three things you did today?
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
17: what is on your wrists right now?
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
23: how have you felt today?
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
25: what is wrong with you right now?
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
34: are you a patient person?
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
36: favorite color?
37: did you have a dream last night?
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
42: do you like meeting new people?
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

I’m like in an enchilada of comfort.

Wed, 22 May 2013 17:26:32 +1000

I’m like in an enchilada of comfort.

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